Supposed to meet parents and sister at 1pm but the damn reminder letters are giving me issues and being the 1st day of returning to office week, I have to run through some pending issues and all issues seems to be going out of hand for just the 4 hours I had. I flared up and threw temper at Lai Phing. My bad and although I had already apologized to her but still I felt so bad.
Then dad told me Ulrich and Grace are joining us... I don't know what was going through my mind. I flared up again cos I have no intention to ask them to join us.. maybe fearing of paying more as my debts are rolling... what a bad gugu am I
Sister knocked some sense to me. She said they are still kids, if we can afford, just pay. I really felt so bad....
Why am I such a lousy gugu??
Because of their mum? I am not sure but do hope I can stay calm and be rational!!!
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