Resignation

After the withdrawal of the 2nd attempt, I thought I will retire in Lintrex but my feeling of leaving is still strong. Leaving because I want to change an environment and learn new things? I guess so or perhaps some other reasons? I am confused.

I never expected that I will be selected for the job, when I saw the location which is very near to my place and click on it, I never expected it to be a success.

After the successful attempt, I felt happy and had joy but I also have many weeks of uncertainty and sadness.

I thought "should I leave? What if I fail or cannot make it? Can I find another job if so? Am I too comfortable in the current job? Am I running away from something?" etc

I even went to the temple to pray for 2 times and I seems to have offended the Godness of Mercy as the lots that I have drew are quite similar.

I have thought for weeks and finally I have decided to give it a go. No pain no gain. If I really fail, I will just look for another or maybe I can make it? If the rest can do it, I can do it too.

Almost everyone was shocked when they heard the news. Cheng Kiat was so cute, he asked whether am I leaving because of an email that he has written? Obviously not!

The only thing that make me sad is to having to leave Bee Kwang whom is my best friend since my years in Lintrex. No colleague or friend can be like her, we talked about almost everything and we do not leak out any secrets of each others. This is very rare and such friendship is not easy to find.

 Anyway, we can still keep in touch and our strong friendship will not diminish over times.

Wish me the BEST of the BEST!!!!