Life and Death

It saddened me when news of Maureen's mum and later Theresa's mum passed on were known.

Theresa is strong! Of course, she cried but she managed to accept and hold on to herself for a while. I do not know what will I be if it's me. I know this is life and death which everyone has to go through and accept but right now, I just can't bring myself to doing it.

I will not be as strong as any one and I will break down in a very bad manner. I know I will be and no matter how hard I try, I will not be able to conquer it and I will take extremely long time to heal.

I have taken from dad his cowardness and not the courage from mum! How I wish I had so that I can be strong with whatever comes or what will be coming.

For now, I will just tell myself to live life to the fullest and have no regrets..

Easier said than done, I know...